How can life seem fine when its actually crumbling down all around you?
You feel like everything is fine and dandy, and then one day it hits you.
You feel crushed, as if everyone else was aware of the changes occurring, and you didn't.
It feels like everyone was aware that the earth was collapsing, tearing away the ground right beneath them, leaving them above a pit of nothingness that they eventually have to fall in. But, they move just in time. And, then they watch as the ground tears away under you, and don't warn you.
Then, you just f
a
l
l in.
At the bottom, you lay.
Crying day after day.
Because that's all that's left to do.
When it's dark, and it's just you.
Alone, at the bottom.
Nobody caring to help you out.
That's how it's like,
When no one cares a whole lot.
Words.
They always seem to crumple up my thoughts and feelings, and toss them into the burning fire searing through my broken heart.
How come they have so much power over me? How are they able to control me in the way that they do?
Words always seem to be there when I am happy. They seem to inspire me to become even more happy, or seem to make me think harder about the life I have, and how I'm living it. But, sometimes, words just seem to turn good, happy days into depressing, lonely ones.
Words always seem to be there when I am sad too. They seem to try to comfort me, but fail miserably. They don't seem to understand that they don't always help. Sometimes, they just hurt.
Words. Have. Effects.
Don't use them if all you are going to do is cover up the sun with a towel of rain clouds.
It creates a war with no winning side, with the knowledge that there is nothing worth fighting for.
It just leaves behind ash, destruction, and tears.
Words.
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